I set myself free

 I set Myself free...



     I set myself free. I loved him from the bottom of the heart. Maybe I  still do. I am not expecting any changes in our relationship I am fine.  It is okay if he does not feel likewise. As I said, not awaiting anything. It hurts me it appears. But I don't understand how I did I set myself candid. I don't even walk on the same road as he tours. Not because I am terrified of anything like my emotions and my passion for him. It is just that I am walking onward with a distinctive opinion.


   

   Perhaps I just stop demanding as people say "exceptions lead to disappointment." Though whenever I witness his face it just feels distinctive. I just want to know more about him. As if he is narrating me a story, an intriguing one. I want to change myself for him want me to be more likable.  I am a new character around him. Can I still say  'I set myself free?'


~rosh

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